The 4 things I gained with my setbacks.

         now this blog is far from funny, in the beginning stage of this blog I am documenting my mental states of understanding whats funny and how it is correlated to my life.This is more of a philosophy than anything, soon however comedy will be posted most likely videos. 

                My update on my self study is revisiting my set backs. I obtained 4 major things during each setback, leadership, philosophy,charm, and comedy. 

           This is not me boasting, I have had leadership through two different colleges, being the student leader of the year in one and having leadership training in the other. Deep depression as led me to over think and rethink added with a few philosophy classes and I found a talent for playing my own therapist while I daydream. Also became the reason I rebel peacefully, I found my own principles to live by. I became a charmer by switching to many different schools and living locations. I use to be very shy and unable to talk correctly to women. after moving nearly every year, no woman was in my life long enough to be admired enough to lower myself to a shy person. I was always meeting new women and my smooth talking voice was born. 

                             Comedy,

        Finally came by reporting on a club as a writer for the newspaper. The reason why I feel comedy will always be apart of my life is because it took charm, leadership, and a good philosophy to do well in it. I found myself and our members doing better than people outside the club who had been doing comedy for years. I also realized that writing comedy alone is much harder and I do miss the crew. Without my support group for writing comedy I face the writers block. This study will be to work through that and have a solid philosophy behind it and still have enough crowd charm. Since I am the only one on this project Leadership is key because no one will be there to k

The 4 things I gained with my setbacks.

I know this blog is far from funny, in the beginning stage of this blog I am documenting my mental states of understanding whats funny and how it is correlated to my life.This is more of a philosophy than anything, soon however comedy will be posted most likely videos. 

My update on my self study is revisiting my set backs. I obtained 4 major things during each setback, leadership, philosophy,charm, and comedy. 

This is not me boasting, I have had leadership through two different colleges, being the student leader of the year in one and having leadership training in the other. Deep depression as led me to over think and rethink added with a few philosophy classes and I found a talent for playing my own therapist while I daydream. Also became the reason I rebel peacefully, I found my own principles to live by. I became a charmer by switching to many different schools and living locations. I use to be very shy and unable to talk correctly to women. after moving nearly every year, no woman was in my life long enough to be admired enough to lower myself to a shy person. I was always meeting new women and my smooth talking voice was born. 

                             Comedy,

 Finally came by reporting on a club as a writer for the newspaper. The reason why I feel comedy will always be apart of my life is because it took charm, leadership, and a good philosophy to do well in it. I found myself and our members doing better than people outside the club who had been doing comedy for years. I also realized that writing comedy alone is much harder and I do miss the crew. Without my support group for writing comedy I face the writers block. This study will be to work through that and have a solid philosophy behind it and still have enough crowd charm. Since I am the only one on this project Leadership is key because no one will be there to keep me focus. The study is on!

No money, No school

What is it hard to walk away from is something that you had success and in the same area also enjoyed doing; that is my struggle. What a world for creativity that walks along the line of feast or famine, in a place that teaches you what to think. 

I am a student with biology major, and a person who is dying creatively. I have that plus no money, car, or a job. This brings me into the next phase of my life. I will miss another semester of school. 

The reason for my missing, no health insurance,  stops immunization shots, and once i got the shots it was too late and class is already in session. Now, the major influence telling me how to think will be out of my life  for now, and either I will have a creativity explosion or a massive depression fighting to find a place in society. 

Pray for me as this next part of my life will test me greatly, because I have high standards of life. If I am lucky I might be able to draw on this in a comedy routine.

I just to a metaphorical pill. Will it be creativity and success as the cure, or will I have a bad reaction and fall into depression, again. The study is on!